歌词
Lookin' at you over there
With your smile and your bright brown hair
But you don't know how much I adore you
You don't see the way I care for you
Oh, but that's on me
Though we're together when I go to sleep
No I can't say it to your face
I keep these feelings locked away
And it's a funny situation ain't it
When you see me completely different
To the way I feel inside
Every day you never leave my mind
In my head a whole entire fantasy
Where I start a life just you and me
But we never speak at all
Baby because I don't have the balls
Everything's so different in reality
From the place with you I wanna be
'Cause I never speak at all
And it's all 'cause I don't have the balls
I see you in all my dreams
Like you're laying right next to me
If you knew, you would think I'm a creep
But whenever you call
I don't answer your texts
Like I don't care at all
Not saying that I want your babies
But I'm not saying anything
Afraid that you would hate me
Anxiety is a bitch
And love ain't supposed to be like this
(Damn, I gotta grow pair, no shit)
And it's a funny situation ain't it
When you see me completely different
To the way I feel inside
Every day you never leave my mind
In my head a whole entire fantasy
Where I start a life just you and me
But we never speak at all
Baby because I don't have the balls
Everything's so different in reality
From the place with you I wanna be
'Cause I never speak at all
And it's all 'cause I don't have the balls
Babe, know you're not mine to claim
But I wanna try to
Let you know the way I feel
Let you know my feelings real
Maybe you won't understand it
But I need to take some chances
Maybe you would just push me away
If you knew that
In my head a whole entire fantasy
Where I start a life just you and me
But we never speak at all
Baby because I don't have the balls
Everything's so different in reality
From the place with you I wanna be
'Cause I never speak at all
And it's all 'cause I don't have the balls
Maybe someday I'll find the audacity
Tell you just how much you mean to me
Would that ever work at all
I don't think I'll ever have the balls
Written by: lappy xo
