Mile A Minute

I think it's time to go

Unless you want me to stay

I know I got so lucky

But that's why I hyper-fixate

as I start to come down

since this went straight to my head

It's hard to enjoy anything

When I'm chasing you instead

Sedate myself

Hard to find a way to move forward

Lost in the walk of someone else

It's something I should own

All the nights spent fucked up on the phone

Pacing up the walls like I didn't know

That this would be the hardest thing I've ever done

It's something I should own

All the nights spent fucked up on the phone

Pacing up the walls like I didn't know

That this would be the hardest thing I've ever done

Now I gotta talk talk talk myself through another meltdown

Again

A bottle and a lighter

Another gun for hire

Whatever provides a little peace of mind

So I think that's why I

Sedate myself

Hard to find a way to move forward

Lost in the walk of someone else

It's something I should own

All the nights spent fucked up on the phone

Pacing up the walls like I didn't know

That this would be the hardest thing I've ever done

It's something I should own

All the nights spent fucked up on the phone

Pacing up the walls like I didn't know

That this would be the hardest thing I've ever done

I'm getting lost in all your steps

I'll slip away and start again

When I regress, and I regret

I slip away, away, away

All the nights I spent up on the phone

Lessons in accepting

what is out of my control

This all weighs so heavy on my soul

like dust lit through a window

Floating off, I'm letting go