Antisocial

(I'm not antisocial, social)

(I'm not antisocial)

Posin', postin', hate what I've become

I look like a carbon copy of what I'm runnin' from

All my friends are different since we met

I forgot they only know me through the internet

Now every day I wake up, makeup

Wait, I'm talkin' to a camera

Every day's an existential crisis

Is this who I am now? (Is this who I am now?)

I'm not antisocial

Just misunderstood

I'm at your disposal

And I don't feel so good

Still my mother's daughter, still somebody's ex

I've been treadin' water, in over my head

So, I'm not antisocial

Just misunderstood

Introverted, extroverted like

I wish I could change it, fake it, be another type

Does anyone know what they're doin' here?

'Cause I've been drownin' in doubt

Waitin' for the storm to clear

Every night I'm anxious, overthinkin'

Talkin' in my sleep now (talkin' in my sleep now)

Every night I spiral like a cyclone

Is this really me now?

(Oh, because)

I'm not antisocial

Just misunderstood

I'm at your disposal

And I don't feel so good

Still my mother's daughter, still somebody's ex

I've been treadin' water, in over my head

So, I'm not antisocial

Just misunderstood

(Antisocial) you know, you know, you know

I'm not

I'm not antisocial, social

You know, you know, you know

I'm not

I'm not antisocial, social

(I'm not antisocial, social)

(I'm not antisocial, social)