Am I Enough

I ain't playing with them no more

I got too much I gotta live for

My back against the wall

I'm tryna' win it all

They praying for the fall

But it's never that

To tell the truth I been realer than a heart attack

They say that Pride is 'fore the fall and I ain't jacking that

So you can keep all of your hate I ain't no parlor hack

It's deeper 'cuz I'm black

I gotta dodge attacks

I'm back in the booth

Young man black man with a clear eye view

No BM and the credit score good

I know that they hate that I'm making these moves

Send it to God one time

I'm praying for they lives

'Cuz I ain't the one to try

I see my cup is running over though

I'm tryna pass it to the gang and keep us all afloat

The other day a homie said she almost overdosed

I want more life for her but I don't mean no OVO

You know how it goes

I was in the back room

Wit' the black tie dudes

Tryna' hit the new groove

Told 'em let me cook

Swore I was better than

You and

You and

You and

You and

You and

You

They played my record back I found I was nothing new

So I can't get comfortable

Lock my eyes on the common goal

Sleepless nights 'cuz I wan't it all

I tried for more

But now I'm broken

I'm not alright

I know

I know

I'm not fine

No matter how hard I fight

But I know

That I know

That I'm trying

So it can't be no crying

I mean why would I ever take it slow I'm going fast

Speeding on these beats I got 5-0 on my (whew woah)

I'll sign a deal and buy my mom a new crib with the advance

I can't lie I'm telling the truth

What you want me to do

Will I ever be enough

Here we go around again

I been talking to myself feel like my only friend

What will I do if I don't ever make a global hit

Why do I feel like I'll let down all of my fam n 'em

That's what the problem is