BEHIND CLOSED CURTAINS (feat. Mylo)

Behind closed curtains

You can't see the things I see

Behind closed curtains

I can't even barely breathe

Behind closed curtains

You act like I ain't on your team

You don't dream what I dream

You don't drink like I drink

Behind closed curtains

I can't tell you certain things

Behind closed curtains

"I love you" don't mean nothing

Behind closed curtains

There's roaches and hopeless fiends

They havin' babies as teens

With not enough food to eat

I'm from a broken home

Always loud, it's never calm

Always stayed inside my room

Laid back and talked to walls

DND, 16 missed calls

15 from bae, and one from mom

Maybe I'm stuck inside my thoughts

Can't count how many I fought

I sit in silence, my bottle laid on top my bed

There's so much violence in my circle

Shit got me seeing red

They chasin' diamonds

I just want more than 50 cents

My stomach growin', and I'm still workin' for a check

They say it's okay to let it rain

You gon' get through it again

Because you've gone through greater pain

I just don't know when it'll end

Behind closed curtains

You can't see the things I see

Behind closed curtains

I can't even barely breathe

Behind closed curtains

You act like I ain't on your team

You don't dream what I dream

You don't drink like I drink

Behind closed curtains

I can't tell you certain things

Behind closed curtains

"I love you" don't mean nothing

Behind closed curtains

There's roaches and hopeless fiends

They havin' babies as teens

Without enough food to eat

Calm down, oh

Don't fall now

They lookin' up to you

So it's best to watch your mouth

Put out the blunt and wipe the ashes off the couch

I know you tired and the voices won't come out

We seek better days

Dinner table, full plates

Oh Lord, I pray

Please don't take me away

Not too soon

I know I feel like I got nothin' else to lose

I didn't have nothin' to choose

I don't make up the rules

I know it's gon' get harder

But I don't want T.O.P. to lose

Behind closed curtains

You can't see the things I see

Behind closed curtains

I can't even barely breathe

Behind closed curtains

You act like I ain't on your team

You don't dream what I dream

You don't drink like I drink

Behind closed curtains

I can't tell you certain things

Behind closed curtains

"I love you" don't mean nothing

Behind closed curtains

There's roaches and hopeless fiends

They havin' babies as teens

Without enough food to eat