My Fault

How do I carry on?

I'm strong

Dig myself up, all I could do all along

How do I carry on?

I'm strong

Dig myself up, all I could do all along

(This mo'fucker too trim, Louie)

Give it all that I got

'Cause these voices in my head tellin' me "Stick to the plot"

Everybody movin' weird, I'm just connectin' the dots

Can't believe it took this long to realize I'm all I got

Everybody switchin' up, I'm like, oh, my God

Fade away from the world and act like I don't know why

'Cause it's all my fault

People dependin' on me, hopin' I go far

I'm solid as they come, why is life so hard?

What's that about?

They ain't checkin' up, they want information, they tryna run they mouth

Had to stand up for myself, I couldn't back down, I had to point 'em out

I'm the quietest in the room, they say the brokest always be the loudest

Baseball, dug her out

Projects, public housin'

Do your homework on my history, I was sleepin' on them couches

I see them comments', they keep dissin' me, in real life, they be cowards

Soon as you push up on them, get in they face, man they don't know nothin' bout it

Blitz Gang

And fear is somethin' you can't wipe off, just like a piss stain

And all my life, I had it hard, can I just catch a break?

And I can't lie, I use the studio to get away

And you ain't even on my level, lil boy, up your rank

You a small fry

Heart big, but I'm a small guy

We all cry

Had to cut a lil' mama off, she playing games like Fall Guys

And he go against the gang and what we stand for, he get hog-tied

Don't question my loyalty, what I look like, switchin' up?

Why you lyin' like I ain't play my part, like I ain't do enough?

They say they one call away, but when I call, they don't pick up

How can you say I don't deserve it, all my life, I had it rough?

Give it all that I got

'Cause these voices in my head tellin' me "Stick to the plot"

Everybody movin' weird, I'm just connectin' the dots

Can't believe it took this long to realize I'm all I got

Everybody switchin' up, I'm like, oh, my God

Fade away from the world and act like I don't know why

'Cause it's all my fault

People dependin' on me, hopin' I go far

I'm solid as they come, why is life so hard?