If You Were Still Here

if only you knew how I hold onto you

uncertainty sinks in my heart

then my eyes they turn for you

these tears run down my face

I'm begging to get away

your voice calling out

your voice crying out to me

so tell me now

do you know what it's like to drown? would you even save me or are you just crying out

and I know now

if you were still here I'd drown

can't you see the truth

past my dilated eyes

and all the lies

I say through

gritted teeth and shallow breathes, heavy hearts and empty beds it's all that's left

your voice crying out to me

would my chest still cave in

would It justify what I've been through

would this floor fall away from me

would I still float away next to you