I'm trying

Not to fall

Every day I look at the sky

If everything's blue

Then I don't know why

It's harder to try

I'll start to deny

That I think I'm not the kind of guy

That will not look you in the eye

Or that's just not willing to try

To fight for his dreams and

For whatever that he calls his life

Wait… wait… wait

We'll start again now

Have you listened to me?

Did you listen to what I just said?

Or were you too busy just thinking

About all the things that are stuck in your head?

It's hard enough to move ahead

So I hope that my heart knows the way

'Cause it seems that everything I actually do

Is to push all my people away

I'm trying not to fall

But nothing helps at all

'Cause the thing I do best

Is keep my ghosts close to my chest

Every day I look at the sky

If everything's grey

Then everything's fine

It's easier to try

And I will not deny

That I know that i'm the kind of guy

That's going to look you in the eye

Or that's always willing to try

To give up his dreams and whatever that he calls his life

Now "Bang bang bang"

Is the sound that's in your head

And all this laughing and the thinking

That you will keep to the bed

Just to wake up the next morning

And be scared of looking up

Because every single moment of your day

Will be just like the times that you had

No!

I'm trying not to fall

Now nothing helps at all

'Cause the thing I do best

Is keep my ghosts close to my chest

(Yeah yeah)

I'm trying not to fall

No now

Now nothing hurts at all

'Cause the thing I do best

Is keep my ghosts close to my chest