Loser

Don't wanna stay up too late, I'm getting tired

Feel like I'm wasting my time, a downward spiral

The bed is always too cold, I'm getting higher

I'm drawing shapes on the wall, dance on the wire

Sometimes I wanna believe that life's worth living

That there is beauty in it and love is winning

But they've been telling me that sky is the limit

And they've been putting me down when I believed it

I wanna go outside and get soaked in the rain

I wanna cry like I'm crazy, laugh like I'm insane

I wanna tell everyone what I think, how I feel

But it stays in my head 'cause I'm a loser

I'm not a villain and I am not a hero

I'm not a genius but I'm not a zero

I got my gloves on my fists, I'm punching higher

I know I'm better than this, dance on the wire

Sometimes I wanna believe that hard work pays off

That life's what you make of it and nothing's too bold

But they've been telling me that sky is the limit

And they've been putting me down when I believed it

I wanna go outside and get soaked in the rain

I wanna cry like I'm crazy, laugh like I'm insane

I wanna tell everyone what I think, how I feel

But it stays in my head 'cause I'm a loser

I wanna see the world, I wanna make it count

I wanna have the guts to chase for what I want

I swear that from now on, I'm gonna do things right

But it stays in my head 'cause I'm a loser

Here in the darkness I feel like I'm dreaming

I swallow the lump in my throat

Here in the silence I hear my heart beating

'Cause I'm terrified of tomorrow

I wanna be someone, I wanna leave a trace

I wanna feel some love, I wanna earn my place

I swear that from now on I won't procrastinate

But it stays in my head 'cause I'm a loser

I wanna see the world, I wanna make it count

I wanna have the guts to chase for what I want

I swear that from now on, I'm gonna do things right

It all stays in my head, 'cause I'm a loser