Look, I been tryin' for a long time

I start to see I ain't doin' wrong, I'm doin' it the wrong time

Look, look, look

'Cause this shit startin' to fuck with me

Lately, I been seein' this a luxury

That I can't pay for because I'm down

This is takin' me out

Look, this the life we live, it's either win or losses

We done seen like plenty does, but tell 'em what it cost us

I been sayin' not again, but still, I do it often

But not even the crosses save you from a coffin

Spanish bitch, when she see me like, "¿Qué pasa, papi?"

Life's a bitch, but when she top me, tell her do it sloppy

I know them demons got me, lately, I can't get 'em off me

And if they don't, all this potion gon' kill me softly

Look, I been tryin' for a long time

I start to see I ain't doin' wrong, I'm doin' it the wrong time

Look, look, look

'Cause this shit startin' to fuck with me

Lately, I been seein' this a luxury

That I can't pay for because I'm down

This is takin' me out

Look, I lost Tammy to her mind, it ain't no changin' that

Would life be better if she stayed? Look, I ain't sayin' that

I lost too many, only memories that I'm playin' back

What hurt the most that I ain't know and I can't pay her back

I got your daughters, that's for life, though

Look, we all in pain, but they aight, though

Saw your grandson, he a light show

They don't look alike, but y'all alike, though

Glad you gave 'em somethin' they could fight for

'Cause this shit suck it out of you like lipo

I'm just chillin' with my kids, this shit is therapeutic

Sons, don't ever let a soul tell you you'll never do it

We been through struggle, but I promise we get better through it

We won't say he goin' through it, I been tryin' for a long time

Look, I been tryin' for a long time

I start to see I ain't doin' wrong, I'm doin' it the wrong time

Look, look, look

'Cause this shit startin' to fuck with me

Lately, I been seein' this a luxury

That I can't pay for because I'm down

This is takin' me out