制作
出演艺人
Lauren Spencer Smith
声乐
David Burris
吉他
Thomas Daniel
键盘
作曲和作词
Lauren Spencer Smith
词曲作者
Thomas Daniel
词曲作者
Jules Brave
词曲作者
制作和工程
David Burris
制作人
Thomas Daniel
制作人
Jules Brave
录音工程师
Rob Kinelski
混音工程师
Eli Heisler
助理混音工程师
Joe LaPorta
母带工程师
歌词
[Verse 1]
I've been holding my stomach in for so long
Don't even notice I'm doing it anymore
I work out hard, seven days a week
But I don't feel any differently
[PreChorus]
I wonder if I'll ever change
I don't think I can live this way
[Chorus]
I wake up hating my body
Scared that there's nothing that'll make it better
If I'm not happy and skinny, quiet and pretty
Do I even matter?
Hate being hungry when I go to sleep
Biting my tongue so much it's gonna bleed
I'm killing myself, but I don't think it's helping at all
Trying to be small
[PostChorus]
Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh
[Verse 2]
Walk over me, and I take it so politely
'Cause I still care what they think and if they like me
I used to smile and show my teeth
Now I don't smile at anything
[PreChorus]
I wonder if I'll ever change
I, I don't wanna be this way
[Chorus]
I wake up hating my body
Scared that there's nothing that'll make it better
If I'm not happy and skinny, quiet and pretty
Do I even matter?
Hate being hungry when I go to sleep
Biting my tongue so much it's gonna bleed
I'm killing myself, but I don't think it's helping at all
Trying to be
[Bridge]
Everything that makes me sad
A therapist, a punching bag
Wish I could eat and not feel bad
Swear I'm gonna scream
No one's ever listening
And they don't care, it's killing me
As long as I can fucking sing
Then life is a dream
[Chorus]
But I wake up hating my body
Scared that there's nothing that'll make it better
If I'm not happy and skinny, quiet and pretty
Do I even matter?
Hate being hungry when I go to sleep
Biting my tongue so much it's gonna bleed
I'm killing myself, but I don't think it's helping at all
[Outro]
I'm killing myself, and I don't think it's healthy at all
Trying to be small
Written by: Jules Brave, Lauren Spencer Smith, Thomas Daniel
