Supposed To Hurt

I think I’m burning out

Chasing these dreams that won’t materialize

I think I get it now

I’m not as special as I thought I was

I hope I’m headed out

Begging my God to please come and get me

I never let it out no

Bottle it all til it fucking kills me

All til it fucking kills me

Bottle it all til it fucking kills me

I think I’m finally succumbing to all of my demons

Battle myself, I hope I don’t let it come in between us

Had all these goals & dreams and I really thought I could reach it

But that just ain’t how it’s seeming

Ahhhhhhhhh ahhhhh

It all just keeps falling down

Ahhhhh ahhhhhhh

It’s no one else but my fault now

It’s no one else fault but my own now

I gotta be honest

I am at the root of all my biggest fucking problems

Watching all them shine, know they ain’t got it like I got it

Need to me reminded, it’s Gods timing

Not my timing

Say I’m fine but I be lying

They got no fucking idea

Back against the wall

Should I give up, should I keep trying?

Lost my fucking mind

And it don’t look like I’m gon find it

No one to confide in

I’m always gon hide it

Bottle it all til it fucking kills me

All til it fucking kills me

Cause everything I touch just turns to dirt

Really thought that I could make this work

Maybe lifes just full of pain

And we’re only supposed to hurt