Conscious

Breathe in

Breathe out

It's clear I lost myself

My life flashes before my eyes

But a smile is my only disguise

I'm living in a nightmare

Beneath the waves of despair and misery

I can't seem to get through this

And only god will ever know

So long

I've wanted to reach the end

I can't seem to get through this

maybe these things aren't in my head

Should I fail too many times

So I cut

Myself out

Of this place

Of fear and doubt

As I die

Oh father

My life is in your hands

In your hands

Im drowning

Drowning in my head

Cuz all my solaces are dead

If this is my life then maybe its time

To throw it all away

So long

I've wanted to reach the end

I can't seem to get through this

Maybe these things aren't in my head

So what's the point if it's all for nothing

When everything I cherish withers away

Maybe it's better when I reach the other side

The person in the mirror is not me

Im scratching at my head for a relief

For life

For power

For everything this life took for granted

Bury me with my misery

I hit the floor

The arms of sorrow grow nevermore

So just close your eyes

You will never say goodbye

Is this the end (is this the end)

Is this what it takes

Just to feel alive again

And lay all my woes to rest