This Way

How am I supposed to love you

If I'm still stuck in the past tense

Made you carry on the weight

Of the hearts that you didn't break

Now it's you with all the baggage

So many things I still remember

That's why I guess I'm triggered

As if it's your fault that I'm hurting

You don't deserve me

And it's sad to say

I wasn't always this way

I wasn't always this way

Now I'm making you pay

For a mess you didn't make

And it's said to say

I wasn't always this way

I wasn't always this way

Whole lot of pain

Way before you came

Can't shake these bad habbits

Tendency to forget what you've did for me

Apologies I don't what it got into me, yeah

A part of me it's still holding on to memories oh-oh

So many things I still remember

I guess that's why I'm still triggered

As if it's your fault that I'm hurting

You don't deserve me

And it's sad to say

I wasn't always this way

I wasn't always this way

Now I'm making you pay

For a mess you didn't make

And it's said to say

I wasn't always this way

I wasn't always this way

Whole lot of pain

Way before you came oh, oh