Chrysalis

Lone night, somewhere raining,

Dull clouds, gloomy hanging,

Blurred sight, my ears ringing,

I was just waiting.

Lone night, the lights fading,

Dull clouds, endless raining,

Blurred sight, my both hands shaking,

I was just waiting, I was just waiting.

heartbeat, steady pounding,

the only sound to know that I am still being alive here;

But the rain, pouring loudly

I was just waiting, I was just breathing.

Stirring like a pool of ink and dust;

The drowsy haze caught me in their warm big hands,

tugging to the deep grief dreamlands;

melting away all the lingering fright,

longing for the love left behind in the sorrow

drawing in to an endless, deep and sweet slumber, for now.

Lone night, the lights fading,

Dull sight, they are so paining.

In the mirror, they spite saying,

“What were you doing, what were you doing?”

Heartbeat, they are so annoying,

all the time chasing through my mind like an inquisitor;

In the mirror, they spite saying,

“What are you waiting?”

I don’t know, I can’t go, I can’t see my light!

(la-la-la, tu-du-lu-lu-lu-lu-lu-lu)

Lone night, it is all fading.

Thin air, my voice is fading.

Oh god, is this my ending?

No, god, This ain’t my ending!

In the faint light, distant glow,

the solitude goes on and on and on.

All the struggle, twisted into knots like an endless puzzle, though but I know;

though the life was a dreaming in the night,

The light, I spy, it is waiting for the time;

From the crack, I step over the dark, now to leap and flutter high.