It's not a new year

It's the final celebration

When the kids are sound asleep

Then the bombs go off

Cordial words get left behind

That was right where I lost you

Half a glass I'd never empty

Sitting on my window

Still I forget what it was like the first time we talked

Cause everyday it changes but the nights all feel like shhhh

Every night tastes better but the days all feel the same

Your pen runs dry on the first page and the nights all feel the same

I can hear what we would say

When we were inbetweeners

There's no we in this life anyway

It's just us we'll laugh it off

I've never seen a stable

Filled with so many fake smiles

Tangled in the mess we made

At least the knots look good

It's not a new year

It's the final destination

When the kids are sound asleep

Then the bomb go off

I fell asleep on concrete

I was New York City dreaming

I woke up in another park

That's when the city lost me

I was scared of matrimony

Now I'm scared of dyin' alone

Tangled in the mess we made

At least the knots are tight