Bad Kid (feat. Becca Mancari)

You said I was young but I don't feel it

'Cause right now I'm the oldest I've ever been

And lately I've been having trouble breathing

Oh, I love being here but this shit's fucked

My lungs hurt, they're broken

Stopped smoking 'cause I didn't want to die

But if I die, at least I

Don't have to pick out a shirt to wear

I know I'm not a bad kid

So how come I feel it?

I wanna wash it all away

You said it's time to get up out of bed

But I'm so tired of spending all night in my head

I thought a thousand things

I thought a thousand times

It's sad alright

I guess I'm stuck

My pills were making it worse

Had a panic attack, thought I was gonna die

But if I die, at least I

Won't have to pick out a shirt to wear

I know I'm not a bad kid

So how come I feel it?

I wanna wash it all away

I know I'm not a bad kid

So how come I feel it?

I wanna wash it all away

I know I'm not a bad kid

So how come I feel it?

I wanna wash it all away