This time it's different

This time i'ma give you me

That uncut

No mixes

Trying to figure myself out

Walk with me I need you to listen

See

I thought I was too good for help

I do it myself

I been on a mission

I'm trying to find who this **** is

While raising our kids

I'm trying to be a better a man for her

I'm feeling it slip

I'm only one man

This my fault cause I spread myself too thin

I'm trying to be picture perfect

I just need you to see this shit through my lens

And it's been a minute since I picked the pen up

Trying new things when I vent

Trying keep everything intact

Cause I can't do this as friends

My cup runneth over

Way too many years spent at the brim

I gotta empty it out

Start fresh now I'm watching what I put in

Know that truth bitter

Real bitter

It go down like Gin

I been unlearning

All the bad habits we was taught to do as men

So I tell you how I feel

This is me

It may sound like I'm tripping

Once I get my shit off

Mouth closed and I sit back and I listen

This shit 2 sides

Shit I see through my 2 eyes

Now I see it from your side

Out of your eyes

Who is this new guy

How did I let the matrix take the kid away and leave you with a shell

How did we no

How did I let us decay that mirage real

Caught up in all of the stress from all the business

Then I brought it home

Now I see it all clear

Thought I was there

You been all alone

Yeah we got that house

But the whole time you just wanted home

I been working on my growth so understand that I been learning

You just want me there

You don't need perfect

Drowning but still getting to the surface

You need that connection

I'll rewrite it in some cursive

Give me you suggestions I'll correct it in a hurry

Hope I still got time before it's buried

I was hurting everything I thought was trying to hurt me

Swimming eyes closed

Ain't see that water getting murky

Whole time you was there and had that vest out waiting for me

Know It always hurts to see you love me less

Pain inside your eyes

You always did your best

Will this crash and burn unit there's nothing left

Maybe we can fix it with a little sex

Why is that the only thing that's on your mind

Knew that you would say that

Hear it every time

I ain't never wrong

Inside this world of mine

Took a little time to see it from your side

Promise i'll get better

I know some things are forever

Do it in another life if we can't get it right

Since the day I met her

I was pulling at your pedals

Just to realize what I have and now that flower dry

Yeah

I got an offer

From now i'll be your water

We going make it to that alter

All we got is time

All we got is time

I been working

You just want me there

You don't need perfect

Drowning but still getting to the surface

You need that connection

I'll rewrite it in some cursive

Give me you suggestions I'll correct it in a hurry

Hope I still got time before it's buried

I was hurting everything I thought was trying to hurt me

Swimming eyes closed

Ain't see that water getting murky

Whole time you was there and had that vest out waiting for me