Facelift

I wanna feel it all

Emotions overflow

I dissect the meaning

Feeling all there is to feel

In a life that's fleeting

Emotions overflow

I dissect the meaning

Feeling all there is to feel

In a life that's fleeting

Brainwashed to dig a hole

Plant feelings

Water and let them grow

Avert my eyes

Refusing to catch a glimpse of the overgrowth

Fertilize my mind with dissonance

Cover up the issue so I won't have to confront it

I struggle to grasp the weight that my thoughts hold

All my loved ones say"It ain't gonna be easy, but you gotta refrain your brain

If you want to be a better father someday, you gotta let your feelings breathe"

I'm learning to let it show

Before it takes control

'Cause it'll bring me down

Fill my head with doubt

Till I find myself

I beg and I pray for peace

Wish I felt differently

I'm flipping the script

Peeling back the skin

Giving my psyche a facelift

Emotions overflow

I dissect the meaning

Feeling all there is to feel in a life that's fleeting

Gaining ground

But at times

I feel like I can't help myself from shutting down

The choice is mine so will I

Flip the switch, scratch the itch

Reverse the negative that's looming within?

Let emotions loose and show myself

That I have the strength to

Make the change by

Learning to let it show

Before it takes control

'Cause it'll bring me down

Fill my head with doubt

Till I find myself

I beg and I pray for peace

Wish I felt differently

I'm flipping the script

Peeling back the skin

Giving my psyche a facelift

Unveil uncover the heinous and lovely

Fuck it, I wanna feel it all

Yeah, I want to feel it all

Feelings showing the true me

Let them move through me

An unpleasant sight

For a while till I apply

One emotion at a time

Learning to let it show

So I'm

Learning to let it show

Before it takes control

'Cause it'll bring me down

Fill my head with doubt

Till I find myself

I beg and I pray for peace

Wish I felt differently

I'm flipping the script

Peeling back the skin

Giving my psyche a facelift

I'm flipping the script

Peeling back the skin

Giving my psyche a facelift