i cant

(Cutta, run that shit up)

(Manny, where you goin'? Manny)

This shit ain't no act, this shit ain't no drill

I like ventin' in all my songs to tell y'all how I feel

I would never switch up, even when I touch a mil'

Even when I blow up, I'ma always keep it real

Why the fuck would I give up?

Why the fuck would I give up on music? Man, y'all show me love

I'm dealin' with this pain, I just pray to the man above

Now every time someone try to walk up on my life, my shoulders shrug

I don't give a fuck 'bout who gon' hate on me, I'ma always play it cool

I was a youngin wildin' in the streets, I ain't wanna go to school

Mama told me get a job, but I ain't wan' play by the rules

I told 'em fuck a nine-to-five, I'ma get the mil' ticket real soon

I told 'em **** I'ma get it, I don't care about how I get it

It's get rich or die tryin', ****, that's just how I'm livin'

I think that I'ma make it, lately, I been gettin' that feelin'

Sometimes I sit inside the dark and stare up at the ceilin', yeah

All my songs, there's hidden mentions, I would never tell a lie

Even when I try to force myself, I still can't even cry

Yeah, I miss my loved ones, I'ma send a message to the sky

Wish I had a chance again to say goodbye

R.I.P. my cousin, I know you watchin' over me

And I'm numb to all the pain, I'm sorry, this the older me

You said keep on workin', I remember the shit you told to me

Like, why you had to leave? I swear God's work just keep on foldin' me

This shit foldin' me, I try to shed some tears, but now I can't

This shit foldin' me, I try to shed some tears, but now I can't

Try to shed some tears, but now I can't

Nah, nah, I can't, man