MM (feat. Mavrik)

Living in my schemes

Leave it in my dreams

I'm outside my means

But can't stop the screams

Of your name it seems

It rips through and gleams

Wipes clean the scene

And my vision steams

At thoughts of your voice

It cuts through the noise

There's no easy choice

I blast to avoid

And dark thoughts destroy

At nighttime deploy

And shout to the void

No easy living

Trying not to wake the demons

Trying not to fake the feeling

Trying not to find the meaning

But

Don’t we pay for things we do

Don’t we waste the days and lose

Sight of what we knew

Dream of brighter hues

As sunshine turns blue

It rains through and through

I just can't subdue

That's my warmth for you

So tonight I bid adieu

I can’t escape these lonely blues

It’s just a one way ticket to

A destination with no views

It’s not the same if not with you

If time won’t tell at least renew

What’s left of what away we threw

I know I know I can’t undo

The pain and anger that ensues

When lies and love get misconstrued

I know the pain of being used

It not not a feeling that you knew

And though my heart was broken too

I lay in solace cause you flew

Off to chase those dreams you drew

And though the love we both outgrew

Things we did we can’t undo

So love and lust let’s not confuse

Don’t invoke the hope we lose

And let’s erase this me and you

Love hidden in actions of past affections

The passion of flawed perfections

You get bit its so infectious

Lose it it's so expensive

Read it, but what's the message

Looking in all directions

Just Glancing towards the exit

Thoughts are getting aggressive

Your words becoming a weapon

You said that you never went there

You said that you never meant it

Always have the answers

But you never know the question

And you always quick to anger but you never do regret it

Orchestra is playing, all my nerves screaming

All my words vacant, all my days dreaming

Bout you and I hate it

You don’t even love me when I fall asleep

Such amazing feats, so tell me it was love

Tell me what that really means

You keeping me so distant

You hating on my every word like you the type who listen

Put that blame on me, I could really use that fake guilt

When ya tank on E, don’t go thinking that I’ll answer still

Disagree with me, only time you talking how you feel

Told you I’m the Reaper, I’m the only one that you would kill

I’m the only one that would kill

Razor sharp edges on your tongue, did you get ya thrills

Think I need my pills, hurt my heart forreal

Reason I inhale, reason I don’t trust nobody still

Ain’t no trust behind our lust

I can’t sit and wait til I’m enough, we bound to fail- live parallel until we turn to dust

Left the door open

Kick rocks

If you really are going

Fighting with you becomes so boring

I don't feel the challenge anymore

Even when we fuck I’m left snoring

Starfish only good as patterns on the flooring

Of the bathroom

You the type to take a good dude

And put him in a bad mood

Take a day trip and

Crank the drama up to 10

Wipe them tears

There's no need to pretend

You and I both know

This is how it ends- And

Frankly my dear

I don’t give a motherfuck

You can have the pot to piss in

I don't need your phony love

It’s kinda hard to miss

Something that never was

Now you got me wondering

What if this ogre never fell in love

With a princess

Did what his kin said

Built himself up some bread

And found himself some success

Would he still wed

Or is he

Better off alone

All these thoughts

Running through my head

As I'm driving home