Loaded Up

Yeah, hop out me feelings

Too many demons mi deal with (yeah)

Me bout me freedom

Weapon pon mi enemies creepin, yeah

Whoo, ah, ooh

Doubt and depression cyaa feed dem (hm)

God send blessings fi me but

Me enemies nuh waah fi see dem, yeah (yeah, yeah)

It's the end of your year, huh

You had me frozen in fear, huh

If I had to figure you out from beginning

I'd never let you in my ear, yeah (yeah)

I could fill up a cup from all of my tears, yeah

You had me running around with them demons

You 'bout to see how I feel, yeah, huh

I was so drained from you, huh

Got stains put on my chains, took enough pain from you (yeah)

Take this noose back, I can't hang with you, huh

I done to turned friends into enemies

All because you brought them lames with you

What the f-? You think I'm playing with you?

You hella selfish, it's the same with you

Every time I come around, somebody getting got

Look at how they chained to you

I believed every word that you put in my head

That even I changed for you

You even got me messed, I'ma make the demons pray for you

For real (yeah)

Hop out me feelings

Too many demons mi deal with, yeah

Me bout me freedom (yeah)

Weapon pon mi enemies creepin (yeah)

Whoo, ah, ooh (hmm)

Doubt and depression cyaa feed dem, hmm

God send blessings fi me but

Me enemies nuh waah fi see dem (yeah)

Ooh, ha, ha, ha, load up the clips, whoo, ha

They put the pressure on gang

I trained so I couldn't miss (yeah)

Ha, yeah, huh, I started to drift, huh, yeah

Tussled with God on my side

If they on me, I shoot from the hip (yeah)

You can get a helmet or vest, but the soul need protection

Stressed on a island, devil got a job

He gone use whoever for whatever

For his work and I put that on God (yeah)

I done slipped up way too many times

I ain't perfect, I could cut up

But it's better things to do with my time (yeah)

Out of pocket, out of line, I'm out of energy

I'm fresh out of love I could give 'cause they playing about mine (yeah)

That was my pride, dealt with my depression

'Cause I hated what I saw in my reflection (yeah)

Alcohol and weapons, staying up to seven in the morning

Smoking heavy every session, bending corners, I was reckless (yeah)

Felt God left me, I thought that he would never leave

His son in the middle with the storm, I was wrong (yeah)

Told me, "you left your home

Canon, you can wild in the world if you want

But I know where you belong" (yeah)

Got on the phone, thought that I could leave the church

For the rest of my life, I was tired of the culture

Hypocrites and clicks full, of vultures, ain't nobody perfect

I'ma pray for 'em like I'm 'pose to (yeah)

Anger had a hold on my emotions, sinking in so many feelings like

Scuba diving in the ocean, get pulled out

Hard knock student but the schools out

I don't even live by them rules now

I can't play no more, not with my faith no more

I had to figure out who I was and who I ain't no more

Too many suicidal thoughts, I couldn't shake no more

You ain't living rent free in my head, taking up space, you go, yeah

Hop out me feelings

Too many demons mi deal with, yeah

Me bout me freedom (yeah)

Weapon pon mi enemies creepin, yeah

Whoo, ah, ooh (hmm)

Doubt and depression cyaa feed dem, hmm

God send blessings fi me but

Me enemies nuh waah fi see dem, yeah

Whoo, ha, ha, ha, load up the clips, whoo, ha

They put the pressure on gang

I trained so I couldn't miss (yeah)

Ha, yeah, huh, I started to drift, huh, yeah

I tussled with God on my side

If they on me, I shoot from the hip (yeah)