Monsters

Slowly I'll get

A little less sober

Slowly you'll act

A little bit older

And I'll still be scared

Of the monsters

And you'll still think

Of me in the fondest

Slowly we got

A little less shitty

Sadly I'm back in

The city

It feels like I got

Left at the altar

Somehow I still

Stand a little taller

Mary Jane's a bit

Of a lover now

You see it in my eyes

As you watch me

Twirl around

I haven't seen your

Face in ages

But goddamn you still

Look the same, kid

Slowly I got

A little less sober

Slowly you'll act

A little bit older

And life's been goin

Pretty shitty

You know I always

Hated the city

But I'm just tryna

Keep it positive

When I was with you

I know I did the opposite

Yeah, I'm still scared

Of all the monsters

And you still think

Of me in the fondest

I wish I could say

I'm a baller

Say I grew taller

Say I'm much stronger

Now

But I haven't left

My house in days

But I'll always leave

My house for you

'Cuz you'll always think

Of me in the fondest.