Tired of Being Sober (feat. Big Chuk)

I’m so tired of being sober

 It ain’t really working out for meeeeee

I feel I’m getting colder/ as I’m getting older/

 I been fighting demons every night in my sleep…

I feel I’m given up/ i been stuck I been down on my luck/

 might just pack all my stuff load up the truck and go nuts/

 it’s been tough I been stuck in a rut what the fuck

and it ain’t really working out for me.

 been sober don’t feel right I can’t deal With this real life

 I thought about it I still might go get me some and then get right

Probably get gone try to get lost I won’t live long bit it’s what it cost

Just to be numb to not to feel Nuttin Them demons chase and I’m still running

 From the enemy in my head I could hit my knees and they dead

 But I run from it instead yea this pain inside of my head

It’s been here lately won’t go away I could make a call then fly away

 To the other side where I’m getting high Gonna Fill that needle then let it ride

 Yea Pop a perk and then pop a zan Drank a fifth try not to land

Just lay down right where I stand Might od might end up dead

but I deal with it I’m getting older These hard days get a little colder

 This heavy weight up on my shoulders feels like a bolder can’t do it sober

I’m so tired of being sober It ain’t really working out for meeeeee

I feel I’m getting colder/ as I’m getting older/

 I been fighting demons every night in my sleep…

 I feel I’m given up/ i been stuck I been down on my luck/

might just pack all my stuff load up the truck and go nuts/ it’s been tough

 I been stuck in a rut what the fuck

 and it ain’t really working out for me.

I made the call finna pull up Gonna do it all and get high as fuck

Then forget it all gotta try my luck Yea roll the dice hope I don’t touch

No bad dope this my last hope Cause my life yall it’s on a bad note

 I can barely float keep my head above This dark hole I can’t climb out of

And I’ve tried praying but im tired of waiting

don’t hear the lost but I can hear satan

say do it son make it disappear Yea get you some don’t feel the fear

Yea send it bitch get bent back You won’t feel shit so just relax

When it hits your veins it’s all over You’ll forget the pain yea it’s all over

I’m so tired of being sober It ain’t really working out for meeeeee

 I feel I’m getting colder/ as I’m getting older/

I been fighting demons every night in my sleep…

 I feel I’m given up/ i been stuck I been down on my luck/

 might just pack all my stuff load up the truck and go nuts/

 it’s been tough I been stuck in a rut what the fuck

 and it ain’t really working out for me.