音乐视频
音乐视频
制作
出演艺人
OSTON
表演者
Drew Polovick
吉他
Austin Nicole Wolfe
声乐
作曲和作词
Emily Madelen Harbakk
词曲作者
Drew Polovick
词曲作者
Austin Nicole Wolfe
词曲作者
制作和工程
Drew Polovick
制作人
James Kourafas
混音工程师
Josh Deane
录音室工作人员
Hector Vega
母带工程师
歌词
[Verse 1]
Everybody else has good intentions, I'm just making bad decisions
Made a prison full of mirrors that I pointed at myself
Everybody else is really good at everything and come to think of it
I think I'm really bad at everything that I try out
[PreChorus]
And it's such an ugly state
Yelling names at my reflections
But I like it that way
What a stupid little game
Doing drugs with my depression
But I like it that way
Yeah, I like it that way
[Chorus]
So I told myself I'm better but she wouldn't believe me
Bending over backwards so nobody could leave me
Think that I'd be better if I didn't have feelings
Wish that I could turn 'em off
[PostChorus]
Fuck it
[Instrumental]
Fuck it
[Instrumental]
I was drinking coffee with my liquor
Playing chicken with my liver
Maybe someday it'll catch up to me, hoping that it won't
[Instrumental]
I'll invite my problems home for dinner
Overshare until we're bitter
I'm a loser, I'm a quitter, I can never let it go
[Chorus]
So I told myself I'm better but she wouldn't believe me
Bending over backwards so nobody could leave me
Think that I'd be better if I didn't have feelings
Wish that I could turn 'em off and breathe a bit easy
Run around in circles 'til I think I could throw up
Super negative I bite my tongue 'til it falls off
Talk a lot of shit and chase it down with some mouthwash
[PostChorus]
Fuck it
[Instrumental]
Fuck it
[Instrumental]
So I told myself I'm better but she wouldn't believe me
Bending over backwards so nobody could leave me
Think that I'd be better if I didn't have feelings
Told myself I'm better but she wouldn't believe me
Run around in circles 'til I think I could throw up
Super negative I bite my tongue 'til it falls off
Talk a lot of shit and chase it down with some mouthwash
Talk a lot of shit and chase it down with some mouthwash
Written by: Austin Nicole Wolfe, Drew Polovick, Emily Madelen Harbakk
