dreamland

im a bridge to terabithia kid

took my medicine

accepted that this is what is

antiseptic in the gashes of the slits I inflict

MSG in all my verses

add the flavor then mix

lost and found of bitter pills

and dollar records i discarded

living room was full of duffles

couldve written The Departed

blowing lines with Chris Farley

made you laugh and feel sorry

they love me for remarks i make

im real life Eric Cartman

places

idea of watching settings while theyre changing

youre still an awful person

fuck your mirror affirmations

been here for a decade

and im running out of patience

save a seat for me in dreamland

Ill see you when i make it

so plain vanilla skies

smog seeping in the vent

if Bourdain was still alive

hed probably kill himself again

Hideki Matsui power

I fit too much in these trowsers

I got a lot to lose

thats why im never making new friends

Im a Viktor Von Doom kid

spliffies in my room kid

fiddle with my mood

untill the motherfucking moon splits

a lot of wandering

finding circles to be a part of

theyre confused

they think dick sucking is super stardom

wish i could go back and tell myself this was not the move

full metal jacket

turn my habit to some awful news

negative nancy

sniffing molly

lose my longitude

fuck around

have the bullets turn your polycules to particles

sunken village not the same

I was driven mad

fell asleep for 4 years

thought of it as a little nap

im Bam Margera

paid the lung, kidney, liver tax

to feel a buzz that faded

like the faces on these shitty apps

the bridge collapsed

the sidewalk ended

on my nighly lap

around the wicked city

bumping Nipsey, Wiz, and Miller Mac

everything is gone

these people gone

my neighbors gone

dont feel this hydro anymore

need something stronger

Im not coming back