Twenty-one and I'm feeling stuck on repeat

Thought I'd have travelled the world, but

The furthest I've got is my phone screen

I have hopes, I have dreams

Wanted to be a star when I was fifteen

But now I'm sitting here, in denial

I just had a panic attack in the kitchen, ah

I had a panic attack in the kitchen, I look K-Mart

I don't know how I let things get so dark

This isn't where I imagined I would be

When I was planning my life down to a tee

At fifteen

My heart is full of so many dreams that my mind won't let me achieve

Weighs me down like a ton of bricks

And I swear I'm getting sick of this

I have hopes, I have dreams

Wanted to be a star when I was fifteen

The way I judge my life feels like I'm on trial

Don't wanna be stuck in the kitchen, ah

I had a panic attack in the kitchen, I look K-Mart

I don't know how I let things get so dark

This isn't where I imagined I would be, no

I don't know when my inner voice betrayed me

Laughing in my ear, saying everyone hates me

This isn't where I imagined I would be

When I was planning my life down to a tee

You ask me how I'm doing, and I should say that I'm fine

(Should say that I'm fine)

But lately, my sanity has been a little hard to find

I had a panic attack in the kitchen, I look K-Mart

I don't know how I let things get so dark

This isn't where I imagined I would be, no

I don't know when my inner voice betrayed me

Laughing in my ear, saying everyone hates me

This isn't where I imagined I would be, no

At fifteen

I'm planning my life, now I'm planning my life to a tee

At fifteen