Crazy and Deranged (feat. The Don Of SD)

Thoughts in my brain, you can't feel my pain Crazy in the rain

You'll never see the pain that I see Cold nights, fighting demons in my sleep

A dangerous journey, you don't know what it brings But that's my story, take a walk with me

I fight with them demons, I fight with my anger The angels is with me, tryna keep it together

But I unleash it all, tryna make me feel better The demons is coming, my monsters is calling

I can't calm down, the beast is within I'm hurting and killed, so I'm killing again

My soul is so lost, I'm fighting my thoughts My brain is a puzzle, give the pieces to space

My feelings so calm, so don't bring up the past My thoughts in my head is making me mad

I'm ready to fly, when and where I go Whoever we can crash, I look in the mirror

See the face of my dad, you walk in my shoes You fuckers won't laugh, the struggle is real

Emotion gets you killed, tryna hold it together But shit can get real, life take a turn

That's holding me down, then ask for your help Cause I walk alone, til they put me in the ground

Cause my life is crazy in the rain A lot of monsters that walk with me

This a story with no title, no name See for the blood, you hear the tears in the rain

You will suffer, til they put you in the grave You gon' suffer, til they put you in the grave

You hear them voices, you hear them tears in the rain

They don't understand the pain in my veins They can't comprehend the thoughts in my brain

All these voices just keep driving me insane It's no wonder why I'm crazy in the rain

They don't understand the pain in my veins They can't comprehend the thoughts in my brain

All these voices just keep driving me insane It's no wonder why I'm crazy in the rain

I can't express it, through many shared tears I kept on stepping

Developed my coping and learned a lesson It's either my peers or it's the devil

I tried to tell them, that I'm an antique and they still were selling

I reached out to priests and I talked to reverends Like I still hear them saying my soul is severed

But like salt and pepper, turned to good and then bad It just made me better

Hooked, I rode a bus, flipping, it gave me effort Man, I just need to talk to my predecessors

If I could go to space and talk to God I would just beg in my village facade

Everyone beefing and carrying rods Either they fake or they cold in the heart

Man, this shit is dark

They don't understand the pain in my veins They can't comprehend the thoughts in my brain

All these voices just keep driving me insane It's no wonder why I'm crazy in the rain

They don't understand the pain in my veins They can't comprehend the thoughts in my brain

All these voices just keep driving me insane It's no wonder why I'm crazy in the rain

You can't feel the pain that's running through me It's like dope that be running through your veins

It's a story that's hard to maintain I got them demons fucking up my brain

I run this race till the race is over Life or death, and you know you owe her

Every breath is a gamble I'm strapped up like Rambo

I come from that water, I drop off the jungle This world's too much, only take what you handle

Why can't I cry? Why should I lie? The drip from the rain make me cold inside

Don't care for your pity, they act for your sympathy That's why I walk alone so you **** can't get to me

Got them screws, that's all in my head, that drive me insane

I see through the pain, I pour on my soul, I darken my vein

I live through that life with them demons, them monsters Ain't no wrong turns when you living that life

You jump in that water, you know they gon' bite

You'll never see what I'm seeing It's getting dangerous, tryna walk with me

You'll never see what I'm seeing It's getting dangerous, tryna walk with me

They don't understand the pain in my veins They can't comprehend the thoughts in my brain

All these voices just keep driving me insane It's no wonder why I'm crazy in the rain

They don't understand the pain in my veins They can't comprehend the thoughts in my brain

All these voices just keep driving me insane It's no wonder why I'm crazy in the rain

All these voices just keep driving me insane It's no wonder why I'm crazy in the rain