Soybean (feat. April Dawn)

Damn

This is all it meant, huh?

Throw it all away just to have yourself a quick fuck?

Wake a **** up at 3 in the morning

With something to confess so much for forewarning

Then you lay it on me just like that

Lured a **** right in and then snapped like a mouse trap

Oh now you want to cry and shit

Bet you wasn't crying when you were sucking his dick

Three years can you tell me what it all meant

Could have cashed out but I thought my time was well spent

Now you seem fake like you've been talking with an accent

Taking **** poles like a mother fucking tent and

My god, isn't ironic?

Bitches everywhere praising me like I'm iconic

But I tossed them aside, then you toss me aside

Yet want to be the one I can confide in?

It could be me, cause something doesn't make sense

You have the nerve to cheat me yet fucking want to stay friends?

Damn girl you must really lack some morale sense

What you did there? That's a capital offense

Let's set the record straight

This is my side I don't care if you hate me

No, I didn't mean to cause you pain

But this is the only way I could save me

Never gave me the time of day

Chose to ignore me when things didn't go your way

So excuse this foul play

But you've brought your own dismay

Okay, my own dismay?

Bitch, you're the fucking reason that I feel this way

There's not a god damn thing to excuse what you did

We discussed our fucking future even talked about having kids man

Now everything's changed

Can't take it all back cause my hearts deranged

Can't live with the pain for another day

Should I leave it all behind and throw my life away, like today, but

Starting now gonna gonna get over it

It's now or fucking never gonna have to get over it

Drink myself to sleep til I'm too far gone

Is the only fucking way I'm gonna move myself along

But before I do, can you answer me this?

Did I mean anything I thought we had pure bliss

And you refused to fucking mention, that you wanted the attention

That was causing apprehension, like essential hypertension

Thought we were mature adults

That could have a conversation without pointing out each others faults

But I guess I was wrong

So you can pack your fucking bags and get the fuck up out my home

I'm so long gone

And moving on

Will you do the same?

Or bathe in your shame

You hide so well

That you're going through hell

Oh you can read me right?

When it's your fucking fault I lie awake at night

You act like this is what I wanted

Like I did this just to flaunt it

Well if this isn't what you wanted you should make yourself clear

Cause I'm having fucking trouble thinking you're sincere

There's nothing left to be explained

I'm no longer your ball and chain

So no matter what I do you just won't believe it

You think that you're the shit, bitch don't be so conceited

Maybe I'll stop if you decide

To swallow your foolish pride

No matter what

We'll never understand each other's thoughts so,

Let's not try to make amends,

Cause it's clear you and I have come to an end