all my perfects

All my perfects

I gave to you

With more practice

Maybe I'd do

The more I run towards

You fade away

Reaching out to your warmth

Burnt my hand trying to stay

Beside your list of demands

Book of issues you want me to sign

Beside your once precious smile

Now a shadow of what was once mine

So I ask myself

If you're worth it

Question myself

If I could ever love you like

How you wanted to be loved

I'll try my best

To take care of

All your needs

And maybe someday we'll find

Our way back together

Or find somebody better

Many nights we call till 4 AM

Your tired voice makes me wanna cry myself to sleep

How could we love so deep

But still

Fight over some of the smallest things

Accusing me of not sharing my honest feelings

Ha-ah

So I ask myself

If you're worth it

Question myself

If I could ever love you like

How you wanted to be loved

I'll try my best

To take care of

All your needs

And maybe someday we'll find

Our way back together

Or find somebody better

So many days of not feeling okay

So many weeks of still hearing your name

So many months spent unlearning the love that you gave

So many days finding peace in my heart

So many weeks of us trying too hard

So many months till I realised we're better apart

Now I ask myself

If I loved you

Question myself

If you ever loved me like

How I wanted to be loved

I'll try my best

To take care of

All my needs

And maybe someday we'll find our way back together

Or find somebody better