[Adrian]

Excuse me sir

Please dress my wounds

They keep me up

Will they tear again

I've been let go

I'm going home

Never to return

Or so I've been told

But God has a plan

Guided by light

Her voice, it talks

In through the vents

I don't know where

I don't know why

I doubted her love

Her warmth and light

These spasms correlate

Like words they've been written on my spine

Coded language braves the deep insides and crevices of my mind

Even I haven't seen these orderlies in the past 3 days oh no

Even I haven't seen these orderlies where have they gone

In time

I haven't yet

See me through

Through again

I believe it cannot seem to be

Seems to me, that's how it goes

Right in my hand, the rainbows fold into the light

Scanning me once, twice again how they scurry at my sight

See me go all the way down

All the way scared

Alone with my thoughts

Alone with my fears

Dazed by force and might

See me chase

All the long streaks

Striking my eyes

The past's mistakes

They play in my mind

Quickly towards the light

It shines so bright

When I walk outside

I see a hole in the surface of the earth

And I know it's for me

To dig and retrieve

Its messages

As they are addressed to me

When I peer at the sky

I see the sun and the stars speak to me

And I know it's for me to call and receive

These codes that they utter

Straight to me

It is time for me to follow with the sun and the earth to retain its love, retain its worth

Time to enter the world

Straight from this hospital

And so I go walk outside

I grip the ground, rip up the dirt

Feel it's grains for a sense of worth

I feel it calling and see purpose

I know that I have a purpose