Ketamine

I'll try ketamine

I'll try benzodiazepine

I'll try therapy

And I'll do a deep clean

Hard to believe that

Three words can feel so mean

Can feel like a sentencing

Feel like a sentencing

I have this picture in my head

It's the end of a long day and we get undressed

We lay down on your California king

Start talking 'bout everything

We're lying there close, and then we're laughing, and then we're kissing

And I don't need to flip a switch

No, I don't need anything

Just lay there breathing

Feel my heart beating

And you look so sweet when your eyes get a little sleepy

I love you completely

I love you completely

People say, "Do the work"

But it takes so long to know what hurts

What used to work no longer hits

And it's been so long, I've been carrying this

I'm getting carried away

So I put my words down on the page

Hand to god, have a nice day

Hallelujah baby, happy birthday

It'll all make sense someday

Yeah, it'll all make sense someday