So here's to waking up and hoping I feel normal

I can't remember what it's like

To not feel alone

I've never put my trust in anyone

And I know I'm running out of time

I hide myself from almost everyone

So I don't have to find

That I'm nothing but a broken record

Always looking for a way to feel alright

Cause I fuck up everyone I care for

I just wanna be enough for you tonight

So here's to waking up and hoping I feel normal

I can't remember what it's like

To not feel alone

I'm always stressing that the best me is in the rear view

So sick of feeling hopeless

When hope is all I have left

I made a conscious choice to stop myself from ever feeling

It always leads me to the edge of everything I can't see

I like to jump off headfirst even though it always kills me

I think I don't think at least I know

And you can watch your life burn

You will see me

Standing by this open window

You're deceiving

My life in every way

So here's to waking up and hoping I feel normal

I can't remember what it's like

To not feel alone

I'm always stressing that the best me is in the rear view

So sick of feeling hopeless

When hope is all I have left

(Normal, normal, here's to hoping I feel)

When hope is all I have left

(Normal, normal, here's to hoping I feel)

When hope is all I have left

(Normal, normal, here's to hoping I feel)

(And you can watch your life burn you will see me standing by this open window)

When hope is all I have left

(Normal, normal, here's to hoping I feel)

(You're deceiving my life in every way)

When hope is all I have left