She’s Not Okay

She went off the meds again

Says she likes her messy head

I smell liquor on her breath without a mixer

And, yeah, she promises she's fine

But I can read between those lines

She's so high but I'm convinced that I can fix her

She's so self-diagnosed but she gets close

Gets me so stoned and I forget

She's not okay, no

She might never change

But no one really does

I guess there's pleasure in the pain

And there's not a day goes by

That I don't say she's probably insane

But I might be the same

Sometimes love hurts

But I'll love her anyway

No, she never leaves the bed

Except for me and Percocets

And there's still some from last nights bender on the table

Yeah, all her X's turn to O's

I think there's something in her nose

She crying rivers while she's screaming, she's unstable

So self-diagnosed but she gets close

Takes off her clothes and I forget

She's not okay, no

She might never change

But no one really does

I guess there's pleasure in the pain

And there's not a day goes by

That I don't say she's probably insane

But I might the same

Sometimes love hurts

But I'll love her anyway

Yeah, there's something pretty toxic

How I love the way she lost it

I keep fallin' deeper in those bloodshot eyes

And she says rehab is for quitters

But I'd probly check in with her

If it meant that I would be right by her side

Yeah, there's something pretty toxic

How I love the way she lost it

I keep fallin' deeper in those bloodshot eyes

So I'll get sober for the season

Then resuscitate my demons

'Cause she's off her fuckin' rocker, but she's mine

She's not okay, no

She might never change

But no one really does

I guess there's pleasure in the pain

And there's not a day goes by

That I don't say she's probably insane

But I might the same

Sometimes love hurts

But I'll love her

Sometimes love hurts

But I'll love her

Sometimes love hurts

But I'll love her anyway