I'm Not Okay

I'm not okay

I'm tired of feeling down

I can't escape

The thoughts inside my mind

My depression gets the best of me

Yeah I'm all alone and I know that

Ain't nobody gonna rescue me

I gotta figure it out all on my own

Been feeling down

I've been feeling numb

I tried everything but I'm still giving up

Pills and therapy ain't worry like I thought they would

And self medicating with shots of liquor got me feeling worse

Thoughts inside my mind haunt me everywhere I go

Dying on the inside and nobody even knows

I'm fighting battles on my own

Self isolating I wanna stay at home

I put on a smile just to get by

Despite all the pain that I feel inside

I got no one to run to

It's just me myself and I

I'm not okay

I'm tired of feeling down

I can't escape

The thoughts inside my mind

My depression gets the best of me

Yeah I'm all alone and I know that

Ain't nobody gonna rescue me

I gotta figure it out all on my own

The more I talk, the less they understand

That's why I bottle up my thoughts and keep 'em to myself

That's why I never bother reaching out for any help

Cause everything I've been through is some shit that they ain't never felt

Been keeping distance from the people I love cause I don't want them to see me hurting bad and I

Keep praying for the God that's above over and over but I ain't hearing back

I put on a smile just to get by

Despite all the pain that I feel inside

I got no one to run to

It's just me myself and I

I'm not okay

I'm tired of feeling down

I can't escape

The thoughts inside my mind

My depression gets the best of me

Yeah I'm all alone and I know that

Ain't nobody gonna rescue me

I gotta figure it out all on my own