Pretending

An empty chair

No face that smiles

No beautiful hair

I'm lost in denials

A dinner for two

But no conversation

No me and you

Time for contemplation

Empty spaces

Icecold places

I'm pretending

things will pass

I'm just intending

my pain will go away

An unmade bed

Naked ceilings

Still in my head

Still in my feelings

It's all about you

This new sensation

But I can't move

Lost in translation

Empty spaces

Washed out faces

I'm pretending

things will pass

I'm just intending

my pain will go away

Im not moving on

Im just staying here

I'm pretending

things will pass

I'm just intending

my pain will go away

I'm just pretending

things will pass

I'm defending

My life as it was