dream

I feel dizzy

Lights are messing up my vision

But I can see one thing

That’s not meant for me to see

I know about it

As little as I know about anything

But I shouldn’t talk about this

At least not without you here

I should stop talking to a wall and just let go

I should stop hating everything that I don’t know

I should go out with my friends and try to put on a new show

I would do anything to stop doing this all

I would do anything to stop doing this

I had a dream

It had me and you in it

You told me you’ve always loved this place

But when I woke up you were somewhere else

I can still see it all

It’s in my every touch

It lingers in the air, it’s in everything I see

I can try, but it won't go away

I should stop talking to a wall and just let go

I should stop hating everything that I don’t know

I should go out with my friends and try to put on a new show

I would do anything to stop dreaming of you

How could I stop when everything reminds me of you?

Every gray car that I drive by

Every red light I cross

Every thunderous stormy night

All the sleep that I lost

Every broken bone you healed now feels

Ripped out of my soul

Every page I’ve written on now I just

Shamelessly tore

I can’t stop thinking 'how naive I’ve been'

Every train ride takes me back to that one night in May

Why did you hold my hand so gently?

Why would you let me so close,

Until I was the one breaking down

Instead of all your walls?

I just wonder, do you dream of me;

Were you ever really dreaming of me?