Blank As The Sky Was

Truth, truth

Nothing but old truths

Like a palm to my face

A hand saying stop

But I can't do anything about it, only

Watch watch hug hold and walk away

Twist the ignition

Reverse and drive

And now my head is oversaturated

Wearied of all the motion

Weary with a soul re-broken

Wake up to dreams on repeat

In it I'm finding I'm still

Blank as the sky was

Vacant and starless

Screaming for kindness

Gotta fly low through the nightmare of my life

Heart was stalling

Fill in the gaps because I

Can't get to my head

I'm blank as the sky was

Lies, lies

Nothing but a sack of lies

Thought you would live forever

Or at least another fifteen or twenty years

Now I watch, watch

Look on as you stand at the top of the steps

Unable to hold on and

It's too difficult to say a very real goodbye

Blank as the sky was

Vacant and starless

Screaming for kindness

Gotta fly low through the nightmare of my life

Heart was stalling

Fill in the gaps because I

Can't get to my head

I'm blank as the sky was

Oh you've been so very present

Can't imagine how we will cope

But your memory lives on together

And we can only hold onto this rope

Blank as the sky was

Vacant and starless

Screaming for kindness

Gotta fly low through the nightmare of my life

Heart was stalling

Fill in the gaps because I

Can't get to my head

I'm blank as the sky was

Fill in my blanks because I've

Got this big wide empty skyline

I've got this big bleached white canvas and I

Can't get to my head it's

Wishing for stardust