Rain on the way, soul searching

Stuck to the shade, need to surface

Wrapped around me like a serpent

Reality is a curtain

Spitting like some venom

Man I really wish I killed that ho

Too much on my mental

Sentimental shit is all I own

And it's hurting, is it worth it?

Put a little bit of work in, now I'm splurging

I know that we are gonna live eternity

I would give anything to find that part of me

I thought I hurt you when you disappeared

And I know you noticed when you said you're scared

Are you scared of my love?

Are you scared of our love?

And I know you want me, baby, do you know?

That all of the hurt from our best days still show

And I know you want me back

And I know you want it bad

Fall into my fantasy like, "who am I gone put in?"

Told her take a chance with me, she barely got her foot in

I was feeling modest till I learned that I belong

Nights I went without it made me sure I want it all

Told you I was making moves you see aren't done enough

Texting me at 222, it's never bout the love

Now I'm claiming such

Did it for it's done

In it till I kill it, JD! wired in the cut

Now we got connections

Standing in the rain

Wonder why I'm slipping from you

Feeling further, further away

Wish I found no pain, wish you had the time that day

Taking off running, running till it fades

Probably never stop

You're okay with that

I was feeling for ya

Guess just never made it back

'Scuse my paranoia, I was scared you'd be okay with that

Excuse my paranoia, I was terrified from way back

Sought out the mindset to build the expansion

They told me to sell it and go

When I didn't I felt like it taught me a lesson

On nature and chasing my goals

We can just listen and grow

What if it's all spiritual?

Send me a signal and I'll let you know

The second I make it back home