Disillusion

Every conversation starts with screaming

With every threat of you just leaving

I will never take you for granted

But you can't say the same

Take it away from me so I can never be who I wanted to be

A constant complaint is tearing at me

Is yelling at me, "Just care about me"

If you throw me away, we can turn back the days

But we can't take back the moments and memories

And I'll beg you to stay, but you still treat me this way

I'm so sick of the misery and this game you play

When I'm loving you, I feel discarded

With every single fight that you've started

When you're hating me, I feel bombarded

But it can't stay the same

I would do it all for you

Just to make sure that we'd suffer through

And I would give you the world, but you'd take it

You'll take it from me

If you throw me away, we can turn back the days

But we can't take back the moments and memories

And I'll beg you to stay, but you still treat me this way

I'm so sick of the misery and this game you play

I'll cut myself open just to see if I can feel

Maybe then the pain will tell me this is real

This is real

If you throw me away

We can turn back the days

If you throw me away, we can turn back the days

But we can't take back the moments and memories

And I'll beg you to stay, but you still treat me this way

I'm so sick of the misery and this game you play