Smoke

These ain't tears

Red from the weed smoke

I know you'd love to see my cry

Said I did you the worst

After all the things you swear I did to ya

But the years I stayed silent

Scared cause I know I needed you

Too young to understand

That argument are only good for ya

Should've expected this

I let my young heart make the choices decisions at 3am

Morning me you're gonna hate me

I know I'm gonna hate myself in the morning

Three words I text texted you I miss you

You don't understand what I'm going through

I highly doubt if you knew what I really went through, you'd understand

You probably would never understand

You don't understand

You don't understand

It feels great to touch 10 bands

I know you grew up with a silver spoon

Disney kid

I grew up watching qubo

Girl don't you know what I go through

Do weed help me calm down

You say it's affecting me

But you don't understand

You don't understand

I need it

Your body next to me I need it

You say I lost you too

I was trying not to lose you too

Girl you don't understand

You don't understand

I break everything I touch

I lose everything I love

I lost you