REAL

I'm real

And I'll prove it to you

I like to pretend that I'm perfect for everyone

And I do it for you

I'm real

You made me think I had to change

My crazy brain

I'm not the same

I ran away

For you

Cause I'm real

Sometimes

When I look at the sky

I feel like I don't know why

I'm alive

I'm breathing

I'm here

But I'm a heathen

And I don't know

What the point is

What's the reason

That I'm feeling

This way?

I'm a repeater

I cannot leave ya

But I cannot be here

Part of the reason

You don't understand me no more

I'm fighting the demons

I'm cutting them all away

Along with the teachers

But I love you still

And I hope that one day

You find someone else that you can kill

But I won't die

No I won't die

And I hope that someday someone comes

And makes you feel alive

A million times I recognized

The true weight of your motherfucking lies

Cause I'm real

And I won't ever do it for you again