Lost

I don't talk about it

I overthink it

I try not to let it make my jaded

It brings me to my knees

Can't seem to live without it

I love and hate it

It makes me feel so sedated

Maybe it's just what I need

You'll always be what you surround yourself with

You cannot let it drown out who you are

You cannot save everyone around you

You can't always be their guiding star

I feel it in my bones

It's wrapped around my neck

I've built this prison of flesh and bone

But what do I have left

Don't know the meaning

Can't find the answers

I've found a way to suppress myself, can't let it drag me down

Not the beginning

But not the ending

I'll fight till I collapse I can't give in again

I'm just as lost as you

Don't know the meaning

Can't find the answers

I've found a way to suppress myself, can't let it drag me down

Not the beginning

But not the ending

I'll fight till I collapse I can't give in again

I'm searching for answers

But they don't always reveal themselves

But I keep searching