Graveyard

I am fighting with the memories that I buried long ago

Never thought my tears would be enough water to let them grow

I am fighting with the versions of myself I wish would die

Old habits seem to creep back when I’m in these county lines

And it’s hard to be surrounded by

All the things that used to haunt me late at night

Living where they put me to rest and cried as they let go

They don’t recognize me anymore, I’m just a girl they used to know

And I’m not how they remember me, they act like that’s a crime

They saw my ghost in the graveyard and it sent shivers down their spines

Shivers down their spines

What I used to think were flowers I now realize are weeds

It’s a blessing and a curse how perspective changes things

All the monsters under my bed are now just things that I’ve forgot

And my imagination’s just another thing I’ve lost

I feel lonelier the more people I meet

Hate that I’ve become a hard person to please

Living where they put me to rest and cried as they let go

They don’t recognize me anymore, I’m just a girl they used to know

And I’m not how they remember me, they act like that’s a crime

They saw my ghost in the graveyard and it sent shivers down their spines

Shivers down their spines

I keep saying I want out but then I dig a deeper hole

If I don’t recognize myself maybe I really am a ghost

Living where they put me to rest and cried as they let go

They don’t recognize me anymore, I’m just a girl they used to know

And I’m not how they remember me, they act like that’s a crime

They saw my ghost in the graveyard and it sent shivers down their spines

Shivers down their spines