I still smile with these tears in my eyes

The first lie I ever heard in my life

Was men don't cry

I wanna cry sometimes when I write

And I don't even know the reason why

I Saw that look in mums eye When she realised

I would slide for my guy, cah that's life

She told me son you know that answer never right

But I don't mind being wrong if I gotta be alive

I left a girl I love with my life

Cah the shit that happened just wasn't right

Man I can't judge , end of the day who am I

I still see her face in the night

Get drunk and I wanna start to type

I might get drunk and start a fight

Coach train me well I'll be alright

Yeah I'll be alright

I'll Slide left and hit them with a right

Battling my demons on sight

Man I can't say there ain't a time my mother caught me with a knife

So who am I to lie and tell my young g not to slide

and when I say that I'm fine people know that I'm lying

But still I say it all the time

I say it all the time and I just smile

I still smile with these tears in my eyes

The first lie I ever heard in my life

Was men don't cry

I wanna cry sometimes when I write

And I don't even know the reason why

I Saw that look in mums eye

When she realised

I would slide for my guy

Cah that's life

She told me son yk that answer never right

But I don't mind being wrong if I gotta be alive