Now I Know

There is a gift inside us, one that could offer so much.

It's something that I just can't touch and it's weighing on my soul.

Wake up everyday and try to navigate, through this mess this barricade.

Excuses built from my mistakes I find myself left in the haze

Where can I go whats left of this, choices made just to reminisce.

Distance further and far away no more words here left to say

And here I am sharing myself, another tragedy

Somewhere that I felt someone, the only answer, the only one.

Somewhere that I felt someone, we've only just begun.

I didn't want to show her only to find it's over. I didn't want to show her and now I know.

I didn't want to show her only to find it's over. I didn't want to show her, come on tell me you're okay.

Wake up everyday and try to elevate and try to push the pain, and try to make it wait.

Is there anything to make it fall away? Take a breath another big cliche.

When does time begin to separate, all past mistakes which resonate.

Distance further and far away so many words here left to say

The fear I have of facing myself with nothing there to change again.

Somewhere that I felt someone, the only answer, the only one.

Somewhere that I felt someone, we've only just begun.

I didn't want to show her only to find it's over. I didn't want to show her and now I know.

I didn't want to show her only to find it's over. I didn't want to show her, come on tell me you're okay.

Now, take this down. Now, drag this down.