Still Arriving

They say

The best years

In this life

Race just like lightning

And I’ll fall asleep

While my greatest fears laid down in hiding

I watch the storm clouds keep colliding

They're like old friends reunited

Now we just wave from a distance

And that terrifies me

Broken to pieces

It’s hard to believe in

Time bringing anything good

The sky has been bleeding

It’s red every evening

If yesterday’s misunderstood

I’m not here

I’m still arriving

Oh I can’t escape the rain but I’m surviving

And I’m not here

But I’m not hiding

I can see the light sometimes but it gets blinding

I’m trying today

I’ll wait and overthink all my over-analyzing

And though it gets hard in my heart moving on is the right thing (oh it’s the right thing)

The way storm clouds suddenly rush

They’re like old friends who don’t speak much

And now we wave from a distance

And that terrifies me

I’m not here

I’m still arriving

Oh I can’t escape the rain but I’m surviving

And I’m not here

But I’m not hiding

I can see the light sometimes but it gets blinding

I’m trying today

Surviving

I’m trying to live

Yeah

No, no, no