U-Haul

I'd like to show up with a U-Haul packed

But I'm too scared to try to love you like that

I know my trust issues are holding me back

But I'm too scared to try to love you like that

To try to love you like that

I think that you and I should play some chasing games

I'll run away from you unless I trust you'll run away from me

I'm feening for direct connection either way

Never mind my expectations your affection comes in waves

I don't mean no disrespect

I love it when you're in my bed yeah

I think you'll walk out on me next

I'm greeting your ghost in my head yeah

The people that knew me the best

Are the same ones who told me they loved me then left

I'm nauseous, I'm worried, I'm anxious, I'm stressed

I'm keeping you captive

I know I'm a mess

There might be a hole in my chest

Won't ask you to fill it

It's mine to address

I just got something that I should confess

I'd like to show up with a U-Haul packed

But I'm too scared to try to love you like that

I know my trust issues are holding me back

But I'm too scared to try to love you like that

To try to love you like that

I don't know

If I could buy it if you

Said you won't go

I'd like to show up with a U-Haul packed

But I'm too scared to try to love you like that

To try to love you like that

I think that you and I have got some time to waste

Spend a couple years on me and then throw me the fuck away

When you realize that you hate me, baby show your face

Say it with your chest 'cause shit I'll probably want you anyways

I'm thinking that there might be something that went wrong with me

I chase the pain- I think I probably cause it

Hurt myself the worst in the process

Who am I to hope you'll stay?

Yeah- who are you to stay obsessed with me?

Don't know how to trust you saying"we're okay"

There might be a hole in my chest

Won't ask you to fill it

It's mine to address

I just got something that I should confess

I'd like to show up with a U-Haul packed

But I'm too scared to try to love you like that

I know my trust issues are holding me back

But I'm too scared to try to love you like that

To try to love you like that

I don't know

If I could buy it if you

Said you won't go

I'd like to show up with a U-Haul packed

But I'm too scared to try to love you like that

To try to love you like that

I'm too scared to try to love you like that