Thank You For Trying

You don't know that I sit on the floor in the closet

And cry every time that we talk

Can't stomach the feeling that all that I'm doing

To you is mean and wrong

It's the way you insist and the way that you kiss me

Makes me want to tell you I'm sorry

I snap and I bite and all I do is fight

Knowing that you could do better

Don't see myself for loving

But thank you for trying

You don't know that I sit on the floor in the shower

And pick every inch of my skin

I know it's the waiting and the time that I'm taking

That makes all my water run cold

I wanna touch you and tell you the dream that had

That I told nobody about

I was everything you wanted

And you never had a doubt

But I don't see myself for loving

But thank you for trying

When it's dark outside

And it's me and my thoughts and the moon

I romanticize

A dream where I fall in love with you

And I get it right

Where I get it right