A Thousand Blades

i'm within the walls of my castle

i wandered these halls on my own for some time

the moon would come and visit me every night

i used to sit tall in my saddle

but lately the stones cast a spell on my mind

so i could leave your memories behind

but i don't wanna forget

about the love that you gave

even now the flowers are grey

let it sting like a thousand blades

all the stars that i would break

the angels i'd beg at heaven's gate

just to hold you here

in my arms for one more time

the riches that i'd forsake

the sacrifices i would make

just to have your light

fill the darkness in my eyes

and they can't see it

no one knows how i'm feelin'

better believe that i would

rather be quiet than misunderstood

i'd leave this life behind if i could

and i'm still reelin'

could be the air i'm breathin'

never done healing

if i just keep moving on like this

why do i keep on falling?

why do i feel the need to hide?

why is it just so hard to move on with my fucking life?

but i don't wanna forget

about the love that you gave

even now the flowers are grey

let it sting like a thousand blades

all the stars that i would break

the angels i'd beg at heaven's gate

just to hold you here in my arms

for one more time

the riches that i'd forsake

the sacrifices i would make

just to have your light

fill the darkness in my eyes